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So I've decided to listen to my ipod in alphabetical order, every single song from A to Z. It was a brilliant decision.
Have you ever known someone whose relationship with you goes around in circles constantly? Like it may not be your fault, or theirs, but circumstantially, you cannot seem to move forward with them? If not, you're lucky. It's incredibly frustrating. especially if it happens to be someone you have legitimate feelings for. This brings me to my second peeve of the moment: people that you cannot have multiple comfort zones with. It bothers me to no end when I know someone who I'm perfectly comfortable with in person but am unable to hold a decent conversation with on the phone (texting or otherwise), and vice versa. To be honest, I'm not even entirely sure how that works! How is it that I can talk to some people all day, but others I just have nothing to say to? It's really rather unfair. The question is, I suppose, if I can hold a conversation with one person but not another, doesn't that make it the fault of the second person? I don't know, but I know it pisses me off. Like God damn, what is there to say?
speaking of pet peeves, today I discovered another one: girls who wear low-waisted pants as high-waisted pants. Seriously?
No really. seriously?
Anyway, I'm so past this summer, but the circles of the fall and a particular spiraling person are making it difficult and confusing to move ahead. So as of right now, I'm a floating top, spinning 'til I make myself sick of memories, expectations, and fleeting glances at both...
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Have you ever known someone whose relationship with you goes around in circles constantly? Like it may not be your fault, or theirs, but circumstantially, you cannot seem to move forward with them? If not, you're lucky. It's incredibly frustrating. especially if it happens to be someone you have legitimate feelings for. This brings me to my second peeve of the moment: people that you cannot have multiple comfort zones with. It bothers me to no end when I know someone who I'm perfectly comfortable with in person but am unable to hold a decent conversation with on the phone (texting or otherwise), and vice versa. To be honest, I'm not even entirely sure how that works! How is it that I can talk to some people all day, but others I just have nothing to say to? It's really rather unfair. The question is, I suppose, if I can hold a conversation with one person but not another, doesn't that make it the fault of the second person? I don't know, but I know it pisses me off. Like God damn, what is there to say?
speaking of pet peeves, today I discovered another one: girls who wear low-waisted pants as high-waisted pants. Seriously?
No really. seriously?
Anyway, I'm so past this summer, but the circles of the fall and a particular spiraling person are making it difficult and confusing to move ahead. So as of right now, I'm a floating top, spinning 'til I make myself sick of memories, expectations, and fleeting glances at both...
<3
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Do you ever feel like someone just refuses to understand you? Like after all these years, you still can't get quite on the same page? like you're constantly on that awkward sentence that spans from one page to another, with them only knowing the first half and refusing to come over to your page and read the second half, because they believe that the sentence ends where their page ends. And that's that.
No?
I don't blame you, that was a stretch of an analogy.
I'm so tired of people having these unvoiced expectations for me. expectations that I don't understand how to meet, because I was never even aware that I needed to meet them. Worse yet
Remember remember the 4th of July
Is it weird that i title these after i write them? I can't really ever seem to be able to pick a topic for the entire entry until I've written it. I don't really know what i have to say.
Today, I watched fireworks with one of my best friends, my "little sister", someone who used to be very important, and someone who is very important to him. It was uneventful. It wasn't interesting, or awkward, or mind-blowing. There was no deeper meaning, no moment, nothing out-of-the-ordinary. At one point, my friend asked me what it would be like if we were bombed during the fireworks. I told him I thought it would be cool. I spent awhile pondering it, a
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No, i don't want to be in this place. but naturally, no one asked me that. i don't get the liberty to make that decision. but here i am once again, staring into the depths of my own seemingly unending wonderland, and i can feel myself falling towards it. So as my own twisted Alice, i shut my eyes and hope the tilting feeling is just a lingering vertigo from looking down for so, so long.
at last. (just ignore this...)
AAAAAAAH. i need to get this out and i can't talk to anyone about it and i cant tweet and i cant put it on facebook and i just can't handle myself.
I can't say i don't miss your kisses, or your eyes. or your hair, with the little flips right in front of your ears. or your hip bones, and the way they poked out enough to be cute but not painful. and the way you smell, and how you smile, and your way of making me feel like the greatest thing since fucking sliced bread with just a wink... but that isnt it anymore. I know i don't have anything like that, and i don't expect to ever have it again.
but i spent my summer with you. i was at your hous
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Hmm, can't say that i've had something that extreme, but I can see where you're coming from with that :/
and btw, how many songs do you have? cause i have over a thousand, and that would take FOREVER
and btw, how many songs do you have? cause i have over a thousand, and that would take FOREVER