doublerainbows

Do you ever feel like someone just refuses to understand you? Like after all these years, you still can't get quite on the same page? like you're constantly on that awkward sentence that spans from one page to another, with them only knowing the first half and refusing to come over to your page and read the second half, because they believe that the sentence ends where their page ends. And that's that. No? I don't blame you, that was a stretch of an analogy. I'm so tired of people having these unvoiced expectations for me. expectations that I don't understand how to meet, because I was never even aware that I needed to meet them. Worse yet

So I've decided to listen to my ipod in alphabetical order, every single song from A to Z. It was a brilliant decision. Have you ever known someone whose relationship with you goes around in circles constantly? Like it may not be your fault, or theirs, but circumstantially, you cannot seem to move forward with them? If not, you're lucky. It's incredibly frustrating. especially if it happens to be someone you have legitimate feelings for. This brings me to my second peeve of the moment: people that you cannot have multiple comfort zones with. It bothers me to no end when I know someone who I'm perfectly comfortable with in person but am unabl

Is  it weird that i title these after i write them? I can't really ever seem to be able to pick a topic for the entire entry until I've written it. I don't really know what i have to say. Today, I watched fireworks with one of my best friends, my "little sister", someone who used to be very important, and someone who is very important to him. It was uneventful. It wasn't interesting, or awkward, or mind-blowing. There was no deeper meaning, no moment, nothing out-of-the-ordinary. At one point, my friend asked me what it would be like if we were bombed during the fireworks. I told him I thought it would be cool. I spent awhile pondering it, a